you.. me.. we.. they.. her... you...me...

We met.
we laugh.
we talk.
i like you.
you like me....
so whats stopping us from eloping?...
why even ask dat question? the fear of entering another "relationship"..is freighten..
What if you mess up?
What if i'm not ready? WhY not now?... Why ever?
Whats the whole point?.
The looks you give me. That look. Your eyes piercing right through me..it leaves me speechless. like WOW...hold on suvwe, control your hormones.
Who are you? Where have you been?..where are you from??.
i know the last relationship was rough, you dont have to tell me.
I just cant move on though. Your words soothe the curves of my spine..your kisses like morning dew (imagining)....
But something keeps coming up nd poppin up in my head.. Why start something when i know its gonna end?.. shyt we both know its gonna end.
So i sit single, listening to me sing dat Keysha coles song (however u spell her name).. thinking about YOU AND ME....me and you...in total chemistry..
So if we become an "item".. whats gonna happen?.. how are you gonna fuck up...cause i know you gonna fuck up.. or maybe i might fuck up...
unlikely..
shyt we all make mistakes.. i try not to think about da future and just dwell on the present.. but hows it gonna end?. will we hate each other... or be friends?...
now i look at the laughs and smiles and hugs... and wonder in the future will it be replaced with tears, sadness,
and bitch slaps accross your face?
gosh this is so redicilious.. me and you... you and me..whats the whole point? you have a girl... or do you?So should we move on and "explore the caves together"
...HAAAA....
the way you touch me. stop starring at me. but the stares only last a short period.
why are you here? where did you come from?..
but that one kiss we shared... told me the world..we know each other. when i fell you caught me.. i sent you something that changed your life...you changed my life...
so why am i so afraid...okay you went with her
...thats it....0
so you like me...
SO WHAT.. is that all?
.. why me?... why not her...yeah the girl over there...not me...
the conversations we had on the phone..short but indept...
of time all these questions no answers..
ignorance is bliss..
totally bliss...

Im happy...